khalilahD!

2009-10-07T23:05:00.003+08:00

electronativerock-er

What I mean by that?

Figure out yourself. I'm heading to a warmer place.

Till we meet next time, byebye.

& All the best to everyone taking their final terms (:

2009-10-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

Day was so-so.
After school, had gone to Juliana’s house to finish up on D&T
BUT eventually I ended up helping with Khazlynn’s key box on Sketchup
and will be rishing through D&T stuff till Wednesday.
Wednesday onwards, more exam papers coming up ):

Okay to be honest, day wasn’t even good.
Woke up with swollen eyes.
In school, mood was chaotic. Mr Lim made it worse.
Then then haiya, something happened between Nad and I. ):
Okaylah, bye now.

Changed Man - Chris Brown

2009-10-05T21:52:00.001+08:00

Girl I know I told you

Baby this ain't over

Chris Brown just can't get it right?

Everyone hates Chris

They can never understand.

We refuse to understand, that's what Im'ma say.

Lately.

2009-10-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing you’s been hanging
‘round my mind

Far more frequently you’re wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You don’t know, never know

Well, I’m a girl of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won’t let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry
‘Cause this time could mean goodbye

Lately I’ve been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
with your heart

Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someone’s name
But when I ask you of the thoughts your keeping
You just say nothing’s changed

Well, I’m a girl of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won’t let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry
‘Cause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye

Oh, I’m a girl of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won’t let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry
‘Cause this time could mean goodbye

Rukun Islam, Solat.

2009-10-04T16:14:00.005+08:00

Today right, was great leh.

Woke up early and went for madrasah at 8 when it actually starts at 9 -.-

So yeah I went at 8. I could have came later

but I suggested to myself that I should accompany Siti since she was alone.

And so while waiting till 9, ustazah had on for us the Tsunami CD. *Bites fingers*

Okay then at 10.30 then the whole actual thing starts.

Ustaz Khairil Amri had given us a talk on Solat, Relationships with parents and friends.

He was funny and all of us laughed alot.

Skip solat Subuh - Allah akan mencampakkan manusia itu kedalam neraka jahanam selama 60 tahun di akhirat. And 500 years at Akhirat is equivalent to 1 year in dunia. If I'm not wrong.

Skip solat Zohor - Dosa seberat membunuh 1000 umat Islam yang tidak berdosa.

Skip solat Asar - Seperti meruntuhkan Ka'abah

Skip solat Maghrib - Dosa seperti seorang bapa berzina dengan anak perempuannya, seorang ibu berzina dengan anak lelakinya.

Skip solat Isyak -Allah tidak akan meredha hidupnya.

*sighs*

That's all, goodbye.

2009-10-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Aleesha's birthday was great.

A fun day at Jurong that's all (:

Others, sucked.

Nobody Understands.

2009-10-03T13:26:00.002+08:00

Just had a terrible feud with parents.

I hate everything's that happening now.

I just let something's out, my thoughts of them.

Whatever mum says, true.

Love never lasts that long especially when it starts at this age.

Can I try to change everything?

Studies, love, friendships.

Imma try.

Prove Him Wrong?

I'll try.

Aleesha's Birthday

2009-10-03T12:38:00.003+08:00

I'm addicted to the song on Huda's Blog.

You Gotta Go by Wynter Gordon.

Nice uh.

Anyway, to Hidhir, I'm sorry I couldn't attend your Open House for the second year.

A billion apologies. ):

Today, Family and I will go to Uncle Sham's place for Raya.
Uncle Sham as in not the Sham of GVSS but Shamsul Maidin lah.
Haha. Dah lame tak jumpa, always overseas -.-

Okaylah in the end it wasn't him, it was another one, haha.

And after that, to Along's to celebrate Aleesha's Birthday ^^
4 Year Old, finally.

Her singing Along Happy Birthday.
Now it's her birthday, I think we'll sing her a bday song too (:
Later..

Then then, I've got nothing to say.
Will update later, maybe.
Okay Have A Nice Day.

Found on Czaraim's FB links

2009-10-02T21:56:00.002+08:00

Jalan raya with 2e1'08 + some calefares (:

2009-10-02T15:21:00.003+08:00

So I shall start with yesterday's pics first.

Yeah, so that's pratically some of the photos, maybe more on FB.

Anw, yesterday was 011009 and yes first EOY paper starts, which was English & MT Paper 1.

So, English paper, I wrote about war and I was a senile woman.

Mother Tongue, however, I wrote about Racial Riots.

Okay, and so day out jalan raya-ing was super fun though everyone was quiet.

First was my house, and Wyldan was so nervous that he did not even utter a word, Haha.

And he was too nervous till I think his butt got itchy *looks at picture taken*

Hahaha.

Okay second we headed to Hadi's, ate popcorn, then Farihin's then Diana's.

At Diana's there's this group of guys who stalked us. No life idiots.

Then to Farid's, ate mee goreng, keropok lekor. yumm.

Then to Zuhair's. Long way there.

At Zuhair's ate pizza. Then headed to Yuli's.

Haha, Hadi seludop gula banyak-banyak.

And he put 'em in his pocket, while salam-ing Mas, he garok that part and kept saying gatal uh.

Haha funny much.

Then to Wyldan's. Ate spaghetti. Udin, so malu, hid behind Yanti when I observed him,

in the room. Chey observe eh. Haha. He's cute. So yeah saw his whole family.

Up close. His mum, His dad, Him, Ayu, Yanti, Udin & His bibik. Haha.

The headed home, saw Sufiyan in the bus.

Okay that's all bout ytd.

Today, was boring. Couldn't wake up in the morning.

During SR, slept a while. Could have much longer, but Khazlynn kicked chair -.-

Thanks eh. haha.

Then was freaking restless the whole day. Got class pics.

Yadayadayada.

After school, went to WS, watsons.

Bought shampoo. Then home.

Home, bored. Have a nice day.

2009-09-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hello, Wello, Sello, Jello, Dello, Mello!

I had fun today. Early in the morning, met up with Wyldan and headed to void deck's tempat duduk,

opposite of GVSS for awhile. He let me play with the toy Mr Phua had given 3A as a CD's gift.

But while walking, I think, I accidentally scratched his arm. But he said I did not. But I felt it. Haha.

Why? Cause he was being stubborn and reading things when I told him not to.

So while playing the cube, Miss Koh walked past, waved at Miss Koh.

And she gave us this look but waved back, haha.

Anyway, school was fine. Blabla. D&T, my products getting from bad to worse, everything senget ):

History, nothing much happened. After school, went home straight.

Wyldan went mad. He was playing hide and seek from me but tak menjadi, haha.

His saliva was tempias-ing everywhere, and it landed on me, Haha. Funny much.

Then at void deck, there's this scary guy wanted to take same lift as me, haha.

Then I somehow whispered to Wyldan, 'Idw take same lift as him, I scared'

Haha he laughed -.- Then Yeah went home, bro's friends was over at house for raya.

Speaking of which, Jalan Raya tmr, my god. It better be on sia. ):

*sighs*

Singapore Idol, Farhan looks sad after the judges comments, I pity him.

Mae, Tabitha and Malaque, I think they did well, I likeee.

Sezairi was freakin' cute. ^^

& I just hit my head on the knob of my cupboard ):
Now there's a baluku. ):

Haha, that's all for today, goodnight.

& to GV-ans, All The Best for End Of Years. :D

2009-09-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yo sup! First of all. hope you guys have a great laugh at the video, previous post.
Bloopers part, have a great great laugh, introducing my crazy family. Haha.

Okay anw school was great today (:
First was PE. 3E6 played soccer. Super Duper fun lah. First Quarter of the time, all of us laughed non stop. The rest of the time we played kinda seriously. And the score is 9-8. 9, thanks to me cause we gained 3 points and won, chewaaaaaaah. Hahahahah! Okay crap. Anw the ball was kicked hard at Hazwan's groin while Michelle's upper part was too. Ouch. Hahaha. Then had SS. Mdm Chang gave us 2 lollipops, one to wish us good luck while the other was a Children's Day gift (: Anw we had an SS test. After SS was CME, studied the Valency Table. Recess, my donut penyek ): Then D&T, made a mini 8 page notebook with just a piece of A4 paper, how's that! hahaha. Physics had test. Lifeskills, half the lesson was used to do Mr Rahim's computer. But eventually it still didn't work well with the Projector therefore nothing could be conducted, we had our free periods. After school, Mths Extra Class. Head to Lp Macd after that with Yuli, Khaz, Caren, Juliana, Hui Xuan and Mutt. Bye bye. Then home at 3.30. Wyldan and I talked about the past 8 months ♥.
That's all, goodnight.

Raya Video.

2009-09-29T21:29:00.001+08:00

kk, Wyldan, I'm kind enough to put this up on this blog for you.

Despite how paiseh it'll be, happy laughing.

You had a fine day

2009-09-28T18:03:00.001+08:00

Hello Wello.

School was fine today. SR, Maths, i love maths suddenly. Then MT, Jaw was seriously irritating me. Hmm. Recess, I really dislike that green plate new aunty, grrr. Aunty drink stall plak, I bought 4 Soya Bean drinks and an apple drink in box BUT she refused to give me the tray. Walaowei! Lucky me, Elfy helped me pekik at that aunty for the tray, sheesh. Hmm, then English, had fun. Chemistry, I paid attention (: Physics, I paid attention too. And haha Mr Lim wanted to throw a marker at me hahahaa. For being confused and answering smbrg. Hahaha. Then headed home after school. Thanks but no thanks Haiqel haha. Wyldan, sorry for leaving you on the bridge halfway, hahaha. Tak prasan you were there lah, sorry ye. Hmm, then at home, fetched brother from school, chatted with Candygirl and Wyldan. Okay that's all. Goodbye.

Use your love ♥

2009-09-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

I know you know my boyfriend is out of town
so have a drink lets talk it over
so many things i shouldn't be sayin' now
you know i like my boys a little bit older

I just wanna use your love tonight-tonight-tonight-tonight-toniiiiight
I don't wanna lose your love toniiiiight

All my girls are nowhere to be found
They all split when I'm in trouble
But I'll tell you all my secrets if you stick around
beyond the cover love is under the covers

I just wanna use your love tonight-tonight-tonight-tonight-toniiiiight
I don't wanna lose your love toniiiiight

I just wanna use your lo-o-ove x2
I just wanna use your lo-o-ove x2
I just wanna use your lo-o-ove x2
lo-o-o-o-ove

Trying to stop my head from spinning
Too much to drink not makin' sense
Been a while since I've been with someone new
But i can't stop the way I'm feeling

As you leave please would you just please close the door
now that our love affair is over
you're exactly what I was looking for
go find a shoulder to cry upon

I just wanna use your love tonight-tonight-tonight-tonight-toniiiiight
I don't wanna lose your love toniiiiight
x4

you don't mean nothing at all to me
x4

I think I'm done fine at singing this song song x3
song song song song

Raya Raya Raya

2009-09-27T21:43:00.005+08:00

In the car to Grandpa Maidin's place [:

27 September 2009

Happy Birthday Udin!

Hahahah so random. Small boy, happy playing with the F1 car your bro bought you.
& Happy kayuh basikal-ing :D

Started the day by going to TA. Was fun, kecoh to the max eventhough there were only 10 who attended, 5 guys, 5 girls. Ustazah Norizan's pregnant again, Congrats. Ustazah Huda, normal, syiok sendiri, haha. Anyway had a Raya celebration. Makan kuih kuih. All the kuih to the 12 of us only seh. Hahaha. How's that? And snapped pictures, seen later, this post. Hmm, then got home. Uncle Nayan and family came with Uncle Ajak and family. Batrisya, omg look so matured. Arinah look so much like her mum, and pretty. Anw Uncle Nayan's kids gave me a stressful day. OMG wish not to elaborate. Then Uncle Ajak had headed home first but Uncle Nayan waited till Grandma and Grandpa and Busu to come before all of us head together to Grandpa Maidin's place. Haha, Wyldan asked me to get Shamsul Maidin's autograph, haha which didn't mean a thing to me, but he wasn't there, so yeah. Haha. Then saw a relative of Grandpa Maidin, my god. Cute sia, I swear he is. But whatever, saying he's cute was part of making Wyldan jealous, that's all. Haha, that cute guy's like a softie -.- Haha. okayokay then headed to Grandma Yam I think. Saw Helmi! and Nurul. Nurul pretty seh. Helmi, muke same. Haha, can't be apart from his yoyo. Haha. K then sent Shahril home first before heading home. Okay that's all, goodnight.

Pictures, have a great Laugh:

Haha Hui Xuan and Miss Koh's picnic bag. -.-

On friday.

And the ter-left out picture. Power Rangers. Haha

2009-09-26T18:00:00.003+08:00

Has it always been just the 2 of us?

Goodbye now.

He's a handsome and cute boy.

Macam terpikat gitu kat dia.

To his brother, harap jangan jealous.

8th Months!

2009-09-26T17:52:00.001+08:00

Wello! Imma start off with yesterday.

Yesterday, 250909.

Marks the 8th month ♥ Went to school with him and he gave letter of the poem he was supposed to read to me but did not. Anyway thanks (: Was sweet. I didn't get him anything, but he'll get all he was supposed to get all these time on 250110. Heh, if we can reach that day. I love you. Anyway, the day wasn't celebrated well anyway. He had gone out with 3NA for their Jalan Raya while I was out with 3E6 and a few others for our Jalan Raya. And me and him had a little feud. Hmph. Nevermind. Pictures of Jalan Raya will be up later on this post. Oh yeah, haha thanks Haiqel and Hazwan for sending me home due to you guys being afraid I might meet the Flasher around my neighbourhood. Haha. Reached home slightly past 11.

Today, 260909.

Uncle Borhan and family had come for Raya at my house. AND I'm wearing a really short shorts. :O but I can't be bothered to change. Haha. Hmm nothing much to post.

Okay pictures now : Enjoy.

5th Day of Raya.

2009-09-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hello. It's been awhile since I watch Justin and Jake so here's one,

I watched it moments ago.

Cute right. I admire Jake alot.

Hehehe.

Anyway, day in school.

To school with Wyldan again, that's pretty obvious. Hmm, first period was SS. Then Physics, where Mr Lim was being kinda weird today. Haha. Then had a period of Maths, chapter 11.2. Like it now though, cause I understand more of it. Then Chemistry. Miss Koh Miss Koh. Pottasium Hydroxide much -.-' Recess had black pepper chicken with rice. I dislike the aunty. Not fulfilling my wishes -.- Then had 2 periods of Maths again. Carried on with 11.2 and then English. Laughed sooo much. Measured eyelashes. Mine, Khazlynn, Afiq and Hazwan's are all 1cm BUT Haiqel's one only measures 0.5 cm. Haha funny much. Oh yes, had a hard time pulling mine out. Haha was pulling it out when class was quiet when suddenly I shouted "ADUH!" ouch in malay. And guess what, actually nothing came out. HAHAHA. Then Khazlynn and I was laughing our ass' off. Haha, I then recalled the incident which happened at my lift lobby with wyldanwisam yesterday. Haha. I was walking to the lift with an old man in it hoping the man would actually wait for me then suddenly the door closed. I then Shouted 'OI!' Hahaha, and wyldan and I was laughing away. But the door opened again for me. Haha. In the lift I was tahan-ing my laughter hahaha. Funny much. Oh yeah during maths, Azryzal Haiqel Had bullied me! And Miss Cheng scolded him haha. He grabbed my head and went somehow shaking it softly trying to squeeze it. Haha. K that's all. Tmr jalan raya. Yay. k bye.

Hari Raya

2009-09-23T18:03:00.001+08:00

Your Enemy of the Day is:
Wyldan Wisam

Anw, huhu, I ♥ my family.

Haha, you guys should go watch the funny video they made

while they sneak out during hari raya preparations. Funny much.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri MTV

Hmm, and pictures of Hari Raya celebration with them are up on FB.

Wyldan Wisam said ada and aqa are pretty. Grrr.

You watch out boy!

Bye.

2009-09-23T16:31:00.003+08:00

FROM ZERO TO HERO!Urgh tummy hurts, bye.

Huhu!

2009-09-22T20:52:00.008+08:00

First of all,

Here's the heart shape, ♥ ( yang dipaksa diletak disini)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ZAKI!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
TOLONG LAH MAAFKAN KITE!
MAAFKAN YE?
Maafkanlah kite yang telah terlupa untuk
meletakkan nama awak di previous post,
lupa bahawa awak yang sedang menge-chat dengan saye dan jikalau kite terkasar bahasa atau telah melukakan hati awak dengan kelakuan kite yang sungguh biadap terhadap awak atau ape-ape lagi lah yang telah menyakitkan hati awak, maafkan kay?

Dengan seikhlas-ikhlasnya,
Khalilah

Starting off with yesterday's, 21/09/09.

Family and I went out to visit relatives of mum's side. In total, visited about 10 houses? Yeah, i think so. So even so, duit raya, tidaklah banyak. Kite-kite semua takla kaya kan? Hehe. So yeah the video cousins and I was doing turned out horrible so idea totally out. No video this year of us, cousins dancing. Haha -.- Okay then reached home at 11pm. To discover, I've yet to wash school shoes, iron clothes etc. Sooo dead. Oh well,

22/09/09

Went to school. I couldn't wake up at 5:30 AM. -.-' But eventually I was awake half an hour later. Went to school, had PE. Played Ultimate Frisbee! Supa fun, imma say. Team had won against the other, wooohooo! And I have butter fingers says many, hahaha. Too much of buat kuihs, says Haiqel and Hazwan. -.-' Okay SS, paid nothing but no attention. Hahaha. CME, did revision of Maths with Khazlynn, Mr Ong helped. I just realise, I've gotten the volume of sphere wrong all this while. I thought it was 3/4 pie r(square) when it was actually 4/3 pie r(cube). Grrr. Okay then Dnt left halfway during lesson due to preparation of CCA Leaders' Investiture. Disastrous. Where the hell did the rostrum go to? The back of the stage. -.- Screwed up script and what the hell was that Mr Rashid doing. Appearing on stage during the ceremony, WTH! Okay anyway it was kinda a good experience of terrible performance ): Oh well. CCA Leaders' Investiture OVER, Sec 4 and 5 graduation ceremony next. Wish me luck. Okay then at home, slept till I left the Zohor prayers ): Okay currently online and nothing else, D&T soon. Kay byebye. Slmt Hari Raya ^^

& pictures of Daniel, Aleesha and Nelly.
I ♥ Daniel lah! Haha, and Aleesha, ofc. Nelly too.
Oh wait, & Wyldan ♥ *grins* Hehehehe.

A Hyperactive kid &

He can really play the guitar ^^

While running around smacking his bro, he paused to take a pic. Haha.

She can't keep quiet in the car, english power!

4 Year Old.

Nobody understands whatever she says,

3 Year Old.

Thick make-ups are sooo not the sex. Haha.

Pure randomness.

Another one you ask for?

Hmm let me think,

I fell in love last Winter!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2009-09-20T22:53:00.004+08:00

So sup!

I shall elaborate on yesterday and today.

19/09/09
Woke up pretty early, can't really recall. But woke up, then clean-ed house. Clean clean clean. Mum got on my nerves, shall not elaborate. Clean clean clean. Maghrib's azan marks HARI RAYA! Haha and I got damn excited I couldn't stop smiling. SMSs came in at around 8. Played bunga api with bro. Wee, mann I was supa happy I tell you. Okay so helped mum with cleaning of house till 1+. Msged dear Boyfie, well actually he accompanied me through sms since the start of the day till i fell asleep at around 2+ am the next day, I reckon. Thanks ! Then

20/09/09

It's hari raya yo! Woke up at 8+ am. Bath and do necessary stuff while waiting for dad to be back from solat hari raya. While waiting too, I was enjoying the hari raya kuihs, yumm. Haha. Then got stressed cause it's the first raya I got Mr Pimpie with. -.-' Hair was haywire too. Okay hmm, permintaan maaf bermula pada jam 11 pagi. Mum didn't get as emotional as she always was. This year was the best, not really that emotional at home. Haha, all of us were laughing while asking for forgiveness. Totally fun. Had family photo. Then while waiting for things to be really ready before heading to grandma's, I decided to ajak Mum and Bro to snap candid shots together. Kinda the first time we're doing this. And everyone had fun. Even dad joined. So it was a happy occasion. Headed to grandparent's place then to Mak Long's place before to Along's place. Super fun lah today eventhough some of the time I was kinda pissed. And so I got to know Sabrina was living with Mak Long and family. She joined for the raya celebration and she looked gorgeous in the kebaya. Anyway, poor cousin, Nadiah. She met with an accident yesterday while on the way to Grandparent's place for buka. Covered with bandages everywhere. But wasn't that serious as to being hospitalised. She told us how she had possibly told the guy who made her skid of the road. It was funny. Okay enough of this. Time to get serious.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
Ku ingin menyusun kesepuluh jariku dan memohon keampunan.
Maafkan lah diriku ini jikalau terkasar bahasa,
menyakiti hati kamu dan berkelakuan biadap terhadap kamu.
Halalkan makan dan minumku juga jika ada.
Sekali lagi saya mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

To: Ibu bapaku yang tersayang, adik-beradikku, saudara-maraku, dear boyf, Wyldan, Afiqah, Afiq J, Afiq M, Afiq S, Ain, Aqilaaah, Awaludin, Ayu, Dene, Fadhli, Faozi, Farah Nadia, Farid, Feetri, Firdaus, Hadi, Hadina, Haiqel, Hazwan, Hidayu, Hidhir, Huda, Humaira, Isk, Khalisa, Khazlynn, Lizah, Marissa, Mariyam, Muazah, Nini, Noriko, Masturah, Radhia, Sufiyan, Suryan, Syafiq Ching, Syuhada, Syuhaida, & to those who's name aren't mentioned, sorry.

So hope you guys would forgive me.
Pictures: (have a great laugh)

Love, khalilah ♥

Friday

2009-09-18T20:44:00.005+08:00

Day in school today was kinda great.

To school with Wyldan and I told him i smelled Bunga Api.

So we went searching for the bunga api smell.

To MY disbelief, it was from the burning of the papers by a chinese woman.

And so I laughed a hell lot, and that boy also laughed, hmph.

Hahaha, funny lah actually.

Embarrassed for a moment.

Anw, moving on to school.

First was SR. Mr Rahim said meetings for Grad Night emcee soon.

So okay. Then it was English.

Slept a little before helping to finish up the conclusion of the story.

Our Intro and Conclusion was good ah, haha.

Then, it was History.
Did mindmaps etc.

Recess was spent in the library with Hansel & Gretel book.
Nice story *thumbs up*
Haha?

Chemistry, class paid no attention at all.

MT was boring, did workbook.
I was freaking restless.
Thank goodness Khai came. Get to walk outside class a little.

After school, Short PVC meeting.
No PVC till end of Exams, therefore, no PVC today.

Home, slept.
Mum asked to not go to school on Tues.
But I'm emcee, kinda giving a second thought.
Can I runaway? ):
Im un-prepared.

Suddenly, I ♥ my curls.

Okay okay goodnight.

Incomplete

2009-09-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

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2009-09-17T20:59:00.003+08:00

Coco Crunch Thingy I made for raye.

Turned out kinda bad actually. -.-'

Days haven't been extremely good.

Yesterday, Mr Soon is 3e6's new Co-form teacher.

He's freaking cute though old.

Haha. And so, Mr Rahim starts bragging about himself being too good.

Like whatever -.-'

Yesterday during a lesson, snapped pictures with Khazlynn and Haiqel.

Haha, was super bored.

Teacher was talking shit so no one cared actually.

Then then then in the library, with the frameless one side specs,

Haiqel took an unglam photo of mine.

Then then headed home slept, blabla.

Did room with Google sketchup.

Pretty Ugly.

Look at the photos. Haha.

And then let's move on to today.

Today, mood had gone quite weirdly off.

During Chemistry, I paid attention, too much attention.

Hahaha. First time though.

Hmms, Hazwan's back from MC.

Maths, Chapter 11, sucks damn much ):

Can't understand.

English discussion, talked about "exhaustion"

Khazlynn and Haiqel would know what I mean, hahahaha.

CME, boooring. Sang Bday song to J.Aw.

Happy 15th Birthday J. Aw!

At home buat kuih kuih, then Knocked Out-ed.

Woke up with head pumpin' real hard ):

Currently online and bored.

Tuesday so nervous.

Sunday, RAYA!

Yay,

okay goodnight.

D&T drives humans Bonkers.

2009-09-15T21:43:00.001+08:00

I'm so freakin' stressed.

Sketchup's giving problems.

Lucky me, I've got great Caren to help out (:

My artifact has already been totally screwed ):

But I'm happily laughing,

thanks to Riko and Wyldan (:
Eh i don't wanna miss Riko, but I will.
Gonna plan outings, so that I won't miss this little girl much.
Hehehehehe.

hahah picture so random. Im so stressed

Today was mostly, suckish.

Oh well, I gotta get crackin' with D&T.

Wish me luck poeple.

HATE KANYE WEST!

2009-09-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

HATE KANYE WEST!

D&T madness

2009-09-14T21:08:00.004+08:00

Look at my dnt work, haha, disastrous.

Oh well, first day of school, boring.

Nothing to elaborate, and I ♥ his hair today.

Freaking cute. Heh.

Okay goodbye now.

Haiya, latest news, Asyraf called to say:

Tmr, stayback-ing for emcee script-ing.
[CCA Investiture]

but oh well, I ♥ emcee-ing.

Goodnight.

2009-09-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

Just got back from Granny's.

Before heading out, I was totally pissed.

With what, I shall not elaborate.

I could be over-reacting due to PMS but so what?

And the award for pissing me off today goes to

THE MALES.

I hate it most when people do things without my permission.
Especially if the thing has got something to do with me.
Darn it you know.

Through that, my whole trip to grandma's was kinda bad.
Uncle Nayan came with kids.
It's been very long since I met them.
Sabrina came again.
After that... kiss kiss kiss, home.

Goodnight.

2009-09-13T17:06:00.003+08:00

Apparently, no, I didn't clean up my room again.

Instead I drew things.

I'm going back to interior designing, i think, again.

It has been a while, a very long while.

Here's one :

Anyway this itchy hand girl did something to her hair.

Haha, it's getting worse, way worse.

Haha, ohh whatever man.

Tomorrow school, dang it.

I hate school!

Okay bye now, gonna head to grandma's later.

Selamat berbuka puasa umat islams (:

OH YEAH, today, idk what's with me but,
everything I wear and I mean EVERYTHING is black.
Haha, lol so random. k bye.

2009-09-13T11:19:00.001+08:00

Honestly oh honestly this will never be.

So sap! I'm feeling freaking bored right now.

Mum and dad's out at JB to get sister's Baju Raya.

Me, at home, thinks that since homeworks are done, I should clean up room again.

Sister and brother is still sleeping -.-

Hmm.

Post again later lah. Bye.

♥

2009-09-12T22:54:00.004+08:00

I miss my manis-hati.
I miss my madu.
I miss my bayi.

Haha, lol. Goodnight world.

Hari Raya (!)

2009-09-12T20:20:00.002+08:00

I just cannot wait for hari raya to come (:

I helped mum today with Suji and Chocolate Chip.

A sad thing is not many kuih this year, and baju raya pun 2 je ):

But ohh well, I shall enjoy this festive season (:

My personal favourite ^ :D

Okay Bye.

untittled

2009-09-12T11:07:00.001+08:00

Don't expect me to be online.

Editted:
Bi, happy 3 months btw.

Ayam!

2009-09-11T21:11:00.008+08:00

Chris Drew, cute eh?

Somehow only in this picture, haha.

You wanna know something?

Mum always shuts her eyes when I study.

But she never fail to open her eyes when I take breaks.

Then she goes around the house nagging at me. -.-'

I can't bear all of those nags any longer. Urgh.

But since it's the fasting month, I decided to be patient.

Anyway after finishing up Maths homeworks, helped mum with

our 'melt in the mouth' suji. Haha. That's what Hidayu says.

Then finally had food after yesterdays buke.

had 4 ayam and then nasi ayam again.

A record I made of myself, a person who doesn't really like chicken,

and then eating a total of about what, 7 chicken pieces.

Like OMG! Haha, lol.

I don't wanna be upin ipin you know. Haha, but cute lah.

Hmm, what else can I say?

*thinks* Nothing.

Will end it here then, bye.

Gay-lang

2009-09-10T22:48:00.005+08:00

Yupp yupp just got back from Geylang.

A day out with Haiqel, Hazwan, Khazlynn, Wyldan.

It was great. Happily sad? Don't wish to elaborate.

Anyway we walked round and round and round aimlessly around Paya Lebar.

Saw Ayu and company almost everywhere we went,

be it bazaar, food court and the whatever I forgotten the name of the place, haha.

So yeah, we buka-ed at food court at pasar baru.

Khazlynn, Wyldan & I had eaten Nasi Ayam Penyet, whereas,

Hazwan and Haiqel had their chicken chop? I think.

Walk walk walk saw haiqel's couple baju, pretty!

Hehe, then walk again, HOTEL 81! hahaha.

Then walked walked saw many people...

*sighs*

A tiring day I had though fun.

Lepak-ed awhile at the idk where place before heading to buy Haiqel's ayam percik.

Then Khazlynn - cute girl eh! haha *inside joke*

MRT-ed home. Did funny faces haha,

don't know if you prasan tak.

Then walked home accompanied by ^^ :D

& that's all for today. I can't keep to my so called hiatus.

Haha, wokay, have a great weekend ahead though early, heh.

Goodnight.

sheer coincidence?

Hiatus

2009-09-10T15:20:00.002+08:00

I officially say that I am gonna be on HIATUS hopefully a promising one,

from tomorrow till Hari Raya at least. Haha.

Okay till then bye bye.

Take Back My Words.

:p weeehaaa?

2009-09-10T12:52:00.002+08:00

So shocking news.

Khalilah Dianah had just came back from a 2 hr ride on the bus,

around Tampines and Pasir Ris, herself,

due to her lack of things to do.

:/

2009-09-10T08:46:00.007+08:00

Maths class today cancelled.

Ya ya, Maths class was cancelled. Lucky me Khazlynn had given me a call,

5 minutes before I went out of house or I should have already been on the bus to school now.

-.-' I do not wanna stay home lah actually.

I just hope today's plan; out for buka,

with Afiq, Haiqel, Hazwan, Khazlynn, Syuhaida, Wyldan and I

won't be cancelled too.
*sighs* I've been sighing alot nowadays.
Oh well, I guess I'll post again later. Bye now.

9

more days to HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

21

more days to FINAL TERM EXAM!

JB day out.

2009-09-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

Those up there are one of a few of my Baju Raya this year (:

I'm lovin' them alot. Mum says they look pretty nice.

Especially on a pretty girl like me I guess, nyahah.

Anyway, yes, family and I went to Johor today.
Shopped for Hari Raya stuff. I saw this shoe, SUPER NICE!

BUT due to mum's jealousy, did not buy it.

Costs about $50+. Dad had wanted to buy it for me,

but because of the reason stated above, in the end, not bought. ):

Freaking pretty lah that shoe, *sighs*

Collected baju raya first. Aunty made mum pretty upset.

Whatever.

Back in SG, went to Compass Point for Buka at LJS.

Then headed to Bata where I bought the kasut raya and another pair of shoe (:

Back home, had pizza that mum and dad had specially bought for me,

cause I was somehow 'craving' for it.

Ate pizza while watching SG Idol. Mae Sta Maria, I like her.

Hmm, online, chatting with handsome boy (: Haha,

K bye.

Room Clean-up Day

2009-09-08T20:39:00.008+08:00

Found a couple of things while doing some cleaning,

which had brought memories back.

What more can I say than 'the best class you'd ever find'?

Close friends would remember this. Haaha.

Hmm, I found Comm. Day emcee script, Teachers' Day '08 cue cards and more.

Eventually all those cleaning made me suffer of sore eyes,

cause I was somehow sensitive to dust + itchy nose. -.-'

Oh well, after cleaning, did a little Maths & Chemistry 10 Year Series Questions.

Then had buka, Mee Goreng. Oh yes ytd's buka menu was Lasagna! Yumm!
Anyway, will be going to JB tomorrow.
Baju Raya sudah siap! Yayayayayay like FI-NAL-LY!

Haha, I've got nothing more to say.

I'm UNreasonably happy today, haha okay what does that mean?

Haha, okay toodles.

Oh yes!

Faizal of Singapore Idol looks like Hanan.

Okay bye.

Okay maybe not. Hanan looks better X)

Cancel plans

2009-09-07T12:44:00.002+08:00

Had chat with Khazlynn, Handsome Boy & Hadina.
AND it's confirmed, plans cancelled!
Hahaha, due to my laziness & Hadina's ... & Afiqah's issue & Diana being at cousin's place. Haha.
Settling on other days where the others would be free too.
Till then, goodbye.

Say Hello To Goodbye.

2009-09-07T09:56:00.007+08:00

Goodmorning. School Holidays are finally here.

Will be busy this whole week though. Mon, Tue, Thurs will be at RAWY.

Wednesday to Johor. Friday, maybe out with Hidhir, Lizah etc.

Saturday, I'm nt so sure. But Sunday, TA and Grandma's place.

Hmm so today will be out at around 2+ till perhaps 11+.

Aww darn that's long. But it's Okay.

A little of yesterday.
Went to Aunt's place. Everyone was there.
I'm getting more used to being around them :D
Followed mum to Shop & Save, accompanied by dad too.
Saw Baby Yan / Ian ?
Haha, I chatted with mum, fatuously.

Mum: *Carries things bought frantically.
Me: *Helped to carry only one plastic bag.
'Eh princess, help me carry this can?'
Mum: *stares and grabs my plastic bag
'You're such a lazy bum. How're you gonna be when you're married
or when I'm gone?'
Me: *giggles and walked away.

Haha.
Had buka there, Lontong.
And watched Princess Protection Program, again.
Watched a little of Wizards Of Waverly Place then headed home.
Goodbye now,
Might post after coming back from RAWY, might not,
that's if it's confirmed that I'm going.

3E6, much misses.

2009-09-06T13:18:00.005+08:00

The picture's pretty blur, overdue though. CIP day.

So I guess that's all. I do not know which blogskin seems to look better. Oh well. Bye now. Had madrasah today.

He made a video.
You want me to cry again right? I shall kill you, you know.
I love you.

The BIGGEST part of my life.

2009-09-05T18:21:00.001+08:00

Hey, I'm sorry for being the one who normally upsets you.

And now, I'm upsetting you again.

I do not know when it'll stop but I hope you'll feel better soon.

I hope I will too cause I do not like the situation we're in now.

I'm really sorry. ♥

J-A-K-E !

2009-09-05T16:35:00.005+08:00

This is Jake(above) and this is Justin (below).

The boy, Jake, is adorable. His brother too.
I'm watching every single video of theirs. :D

Okay I shall post something now.These past few days have been kinda up and down. With results, friendships etc. Today, I studied chemistry and part of Youtube, Justin and Jake. Haha, kay that wasn't needed. Anyway that's all. I'm getting bored of blogging. Bye.

I just realised, Juliana's dog has a facebook account, PUGGY AW, wth! hahaha

:D / D: ?

2009-09-04T20:35:00.001+08:00

Oh well, today started out pretty normal except specific things. Today, indeed, marks the end of Term 3. And that too marks the day result slips are out again. Results, improved a little though. I'm pretty sure I'll make it to sec 4E next year (: I have to be positive so yeah. Had a few underlines, or maybe many but ain't that many compared to the previous' and L1R4 / L1R5 had improved alot. Boy am I glad :D Anyway. School was fine. First 2 periods were used up by reading the 4 papers many times and some parts used to play truth / dare with girls excpt Caren & Xin Yi. History was great. Concentration camp pictures and ghost stories told by Miss Noraiza. Did mini test. Recess and then headed for Chem afterwards. Chem did the preparation of salt, though incomplete, Miss Koh promised to keep our experiment somewhere and when we come back from the week's holiday we'll continue and get our crystals ♥ MT, a bore, felt so damn warm.

PVC. Started at 1?! Freaking early. Did filming. Went around school lastik-ing others with the rubber band. Hahaha. Helped with the VCR. Anyway had loads of fun due to the crap Daren or maybe his malay name Daud, haha, Khai 3E4, Khai 4TD and Mutt, had done. Haha. After PVC, Nad's mum gave a lift to Mutt, Nad and I to downtown to check out the studio there. Unfortunately, it was closed. Headed home. Saw this damn macho man :o Haha, had buka, popiah. and currently doing D&T. Oh yes, mugging starts. I don't think I'd want to post much. Occasionally yes. Everyday, no.

That's all now, so long.

2009-09-03T15:26:00.002+08:00

A word's just a word till you mean what you say.
And love isn't love till you give it away.

Today, Mdm Chang and Mr Rahim wasn't in school. Physics was quite okay. Sat with Hazwan and taught him some stuff. Maths before recess was so-so, chapter 10.2. Chemistry, ... Recess - Library. Truth / Dare. Was dared to.. urmm, nevermind. Eyes felt like something was gonna burst out of those sockets. Maths after recess was again normal. English - Boysboysboys. They played a few silly games. Even relief teachers laughed at them. I gave out a good laugh too, finally? Did maths homework. CME came. Did maths too and Mr Ong talked about racial harmony. Went home. Blank. Bye.

Editted-:
Juliana Aw, Khazlynn Kushairi, Yang Hui Xuan and Michelle Low are great friends (:

Juliana accompanied me during chemistry in the lab. Discussed some stuff.
Khazlynn, maybe what you said at the library was right..
Hui Xuan & Michelle, thanks for asking and making me laugh most of the time.
Thanks for being there when I needed you guys. ILMF ♥

Just one spark starts the fire

2009-09-02T21:39:00.004+08:00

Heart aches,
How do I get over stuff like this?
Why am I brooding over this? Why must tears be shed?
Why must this happen? god.

):

2009-09-02T20:10:00.006+08:00

I wish I didn't have to go through all this shit.

The beginning of the day up to right now, I am not myself. Sometimes I just wish I could say 'Back away people, I do not wish to talk to anyone' but then I realised, personal matters, leave it at home, don't bring it to school. So yeah, I tried my best, my very best but all I've to say is, I failed. Boyfriend, closefriends, friends, all knew something was wrong. I still refused to let it out. Untill after school where Juliana was the one who said what she suspected had happened. No doubt it seems true, what she said. Oh nevermind, Close case. Forget everything girl, everything'll be alright. ♥

Back to life.
Many said I was pale. Am I troubled or am I sick? Idk.
Rahim had demotivated 3E6, Oh I hate him. He quarreled with Haiqel etc. -.-
Mother Tongue sucked.
Maths test back ): Disappointed.
D&T had nothing to do so walked round and round and helped others with soldering.
History talked about food. Haha.
After school, Fadhli yelled 'EH LESBIAN!' haha. That made me laugh a little.
Accompanied home by Boyf.
Kd divorcing, idc still.
Home, bye.

2009-09-01T14:21:00.001+08:00

Blogger's back, great. Cancel plans, will post more now. HAHA. Bye.
Just had a chat with hidhir and all on the phone.
Haha, so happy k bye.

Kristinia Debarge - Future Love ♥

2009-09-01T13:19:00.004+08:00

Kristinia Debarge - Future Love ♥

A couple of years
And I'm gonna know your name
It's like I waited for ya forever
And I know this might sound insane
But it won’t be long
Till we're gonna take this up
What I'm talking about our future love

You're so far away
Maybe you're right next door
Got me picturing your face again
Something worth waiting for
I put all the others behind me
They don't live up
I know what I want
What I need to the T

Baby if they asked me
I would say I don't even know your name
And if they asked me
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
‘Cause there's something
About the way you'll love me
There's just something
About the way you'll know me
And I can’t explain enough
Just something about our
Future love
Future love
Future love
Something about our
Future love
Future love
Future love

Walking hand in hand
Going on a second date
I can picture how we touch
And a kiss I can almost taste
I've imagine of all the ways
We'll meet for the very first time
I can see the place
Feel the love at first sight

Baby if they asked me
I would say I don't even know your name
And if they asked me
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
‘Cause there's something
About the way you'll love me
There's just something
About the way you'll know me
And I can’t explain enough
Just something about our
Future love
Future love
Future love
Something about our
Future love
Future love
Future love

Oh-no!
The minute you pull up next to me
We standing there like destiny
When it feels like you're fighting
Just to breathe that's when you know
The minute I pull up next to you
Suddenly I don't know what to do
Everything inside you says that I'm the one

Baby if they asked me
I would say I don't even know your name
And if they asked me
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
‘Cause there's something
About the way you'll love me
There's just something
About the way you'll know me
And I can’t explain enough

Baby if they asked me
I would say I don't even know your name
And if they asked me
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
‘Cause there's something
About the way you'll love me
There's just something
About the way you'll know me
And I can’t explain enough
Just something about our
Future love
Future love
Future love
Something about our
Future love
Future love
Future love

Oooh!
Future love
Future love

Oooh!
Future love
Future love

Listen to this song, nice :D

2009-09-01T11:38:00.000+08:00

Woke up pretty late today after going back to sleep after sahur. Woke up at about 10 - 11. Due to Hidhir's call, I woke up. Sorry guys I can't go out with you all. Sorry banyak banyak. Well, they ajak-ed to buka at Fish & co. at Parkway parade, I guess. Mum disapproved so I couldn't go. I just went out last night and after hearing about the Syuhaida thingy, she got more worried so yeah, dang it. But still, sorry. Next week maybe? :D Anyway, I won't be going anywhere today, sad D: But I guess revisions all I'm gonna do after I turn off the com. And I don't wish to update this blog anytime soon. So goodbye now.

Day Out ♥

2009-08-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

School was fine. Watched a video in collaboration of teachers' day. Was kinda fun. Concert was quite okay. Zeph's base I think wasn't switched on, how sad. So obvious that emcee script this year was exactly same as last year's except for specific changes. Malay dance was funny cause fad was somehow syiok-ing sendiri, haha. Modern dance was nicee, but spoiled by some _____. haha. Oh well before concert was damn pissed that I said the CB word to Mr Lim. -.- Got on my nerves. 3E6 had won the most percentage passes for Napfa test. & Hui Xuan won the best girl's thingy. Home straight cause had issues & wish not to affect anyone. Went out at 4 to meet Syuhaida at bustop. Headed to WS and walked around for 30 mins before meeting Khazlynn and heading to Park before to Downtown. Met the rest at 5.40? Walked around. Buka di KFC. Chaotic much. After buka, at 8. Headed to T1 and TM with Syuhaida and Khazlynn. Walked around. Due to shortness of cash since bro has yet to pay me back, I didnt shop for things I want ): Headed home at 9pm. Nothing more to say, goodnight.

2009-08-31T12:07:00.001+08:00

Rushed home.
Got issues of my own.
Wish not to affect others, so yeah.
Anw, buka-ing with friends today.
Will post something when I get back.
Later.

2009-08-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

Yowzaa! Back from nenek's. A sum up of the whole day = FUN! I love today, really. At nenek's laughed so much at people. Kak Nadiah's perm gone bad hair has made me laugh a hell lot too. The perm tak menjadi and she even argued with the barber, YOU GO GIRL! Jaabar was funny too. Sabrina was there too. Well, I laughed alot and that's all you should know. Sent Cik Urai to work at T2 before heading to WS. Mum did the concession thingy while bro and I went to MacD to buy Frappe, AGAIN -.- Haha. Okay now home and online & teaching student :D Bro just said something forbidden in family, AIYOO, bad boy! Haha, okay goodbye now. No gifts this year for any teachers. Sad D: haha. Nights.

Two Is Better Than One

2009-08-30T14:07:00.003+08:00

Two Is Better Than One ♥

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one

Thanks Yuli for this great song :D

Heh :D

2009-08-30T11:49:00.012+08:00

Back from Madrasah. It was G-R-E-A-T! I love today so very much :D We had to clean the masjid, very fun I tell you. Everyone had fun. Saw Hadi, Hasbi and Agus. Heh. After cleaning while the others were drawing, Amira, Siti, Hazirah / Hazimah, Athira and I played with henna which Ustazah wanted to throw away. Pretty Lame, haha. 7 Sept - 11 Sept gonna go to the mosque to help out with stuff there. Asked Afiqah & Diana to ask Farah, Hadina, Yuli, Radhia etc. Wanna ajak manymany people. Help out for a good cause, ain't that good? It is. What crap am I talking? Haha. Okay moving on. Parents with grandparents in Malaysia right now. When they're back, will head to grandparents' home :D So gotta watch Bandslam, heh. Anw tmr will be a short day but maybe out with Hidayu, Khalisa, Khazlynn and Syuhaida for buka puasa (: Bye now, have a great day ahead!

For some reasons, I love the new me. More patient, more cheerful, I likee.
People, I am changed :D

Astaghfirullah, I dislike blogger, supa much.
Should I fly away from BLOGSPOT.com?
And settle down somewhere perhaps Livejournal? Gosh. Blogger -.-
AND why can't I install the Sims3?
Masyaallah, buat bertenang woman.

:/

2009-08-29T14:17:00.006+08:00

My mood is going from bad to worse, Darn It. Mum's being sucha nag. Bro's being such an irritant. Khalilah's being sucha B**** towards Wyldan. Urgh, there seriously is something wrong with me. Hmm. Today, I cleaned part of my room, lipat kain baju and did homeworks, including those I didn't have to do. What more can I say? Nothing, k bye.

Watching Wizards of Waverly Place the movie. & Princess Protection Program :D
Wizards Of Waverly Place The Movie Princess Protection Program Part 1 Princess Protection Program Part 2

Princess Protection Program is one of the nicest movies I've ever watched! :D much loves!

In The Morning

2009-08-29T09:22:00.000+08:00

Apparently I couldn't sleep well last night D: Oh well. I'm up early this time. Nur Kasih is a nice show (: Hmm, I doubt family and I would go anywhere or maybe Geylang if we are today. S'okay, nothing else to say. Will post more later perhaps, given I'm able to go online. Toodles.

Mixed Emotions

2009-08-28T22:20:00.013+08:00

School was fine, I guess. Eng was at the library, fooling around AND I am most probably the first to have my hands on the Sept 09 issue of Seventeen in the school's library. Haha, Selena Gomez on the cover! Flirting techniques in the magazine, Play the thumb-war (like HAHA!). Chace Crawford, Hot! Awesome stuff in the mag, check it out :D After Mag, Online. Whole class laughed at ______'s pictures on Facebook, hahs. Oh well, History, Miss Noraiza told us about her in 2004 at Versailles, Nice! Recess - With Seventeen again. Chemistry, 12 of us only in lab. Others, detention. Did experiment :D MT was normal. Snap pictures, blabla. After school stayed in 3E3 while others did Maths Test. PVC - Filming + Horrible Headache. After PVC, took bus to WS. Got to know interesting perhaps, facts of boyfie? Hehs. Hadina was in the bus but she was going home so when at the interchange, bye to her with a salam(: Then round and round the mall before heading to Mac to buy my Double Chocolate Frappe and then home for buka, Nasi Lemak. Skipped Terawih today cause I ain't feeling well. Okay goodbye now.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.

Was it me who's to blame?

Why is it just so hard for me to control my mood? Why must I be in this kind of mess? Why must I be the reason for spoilt moods? Why? Why? Why? That’s what has filled my brain for the past few hours. I’m feeling quite down & there are no reasons to accompany it. Why? Why can’t everything make sense? I realised, I’ve been quite a B**** to many these few days. ): I’m sorry. Can I be a better friend? I‘m sorry Wyldan for always making you the victim of my anger, sorry . I’m sorry friends, if I’ve ever made you mad / sad. Sorry. I think I ~~rock~~ suck. ~~_\m/~~ What's wrong with me?!

2009-08-28T22:19:00.001+08:00

2009-08-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

Back from Terawih. Was fine, pretty normal. Got back home, head's spinning. Filling ears with Boys Like Girls' songs :D Goodnight people.

...

2009-08-27T17:49:00.001+08:00

A normal day. Mr Rahim was absent again. Today, during class, wasn't feeling well. Headaches and trouble breathing. Maths was fine. Chapter 10 we started on. Then Physics, a new chapter too. English had free period so did Maths homework. CME, drew things associated to peace. I drew parents with their lips taped. Well, whatever. It rained was damn cold. Wyldan accompanied me home. Laugh laugh laugh alot. Watched Style By Jury. Then KO-ed while on the couch. Woke up at 4 and went online. till now. Chatted with Dene. Changed Blog Skin. Text Wyldan a message but no reply. Oh well to Terawih later on. Bye now.

She's Got A boyfriend Now

Heheh.

2009-08-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

Editted: It started out pretty random.

khalilahdianaaah! says:
haha
eh sudahlah
kalo gini attitude you
lebih baik i jalan!
BYE ah
WyldanWisam says:
eh jalan sua
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
hahaha
dahlah i nk off lah
WyldanWisam says:
hahas okayokay
khalilahdianaaah! says:
my mum membebel susah i nanti
haha
sudahlah
WyldanWisam says:
hahas tau tkpe
khalilahdianaaah! says:
!
WyldanWisam says:
eh blah uh !
hahahs
khalilahdianaaah! says:
okay ah
!
tk tau sabar pe!
huh?!

WyldanWisam says:
tau uh !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
abeh?!
WyldanWisam says:
tak tau
!
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ape tk tau tk tau?!
skali i bagi kang!
WyldanWisam says:
eh abei ader hal ?!
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ade ah
WyldanWisam says:
ape kang kang ?!
khalilahdianaaah! says:
terkangkang ah!
kang kang kang
WyldanWisam says:
hahahahas!
khalilahdianaaah! says:
haha
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
suke eh?!
suke!
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
wa tkle angkat uh !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
skali kene baru tau!
haha
WyldanWisam says:
hahas
lai uh sini
wa tak takut
khalilahdianaaah! says:
sini ah you
sini ah
WyldanWisam says:
eh sini ah !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
you jgn nk step cine kedai kopi pakai wa lu eh
skali i datang betol betol!
baru takot
WyldanWisam says:
eh abei asal ?!
khalilahdianaaah! says:
buar termasok ah!
*buah
WyldanWisam says:
buar pe ?!
khalilahdianaaah! says:
HAHA buah lah!
WyldanWisam says:
hahahs
khalilahdianaaah! says:
so amcm you mau datang atau i datang sana?!
you nk mana satu?
WyldanWisam says:
eh klu i datang sana, you confirm terkencit lah !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
Sorry lah siket eh
I terkencit?
SORRY SIKET!
WyldanWisam says:
hahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
you yg buah termasok nampak daddy and mummy i tau!
WyldanWisam says:
eh asal daddy and mummy you plak masuk campur !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
pasal drg jage i baik baik paham?!
you chol tu ckp je lah
WyldanWisam says:
eleh
khalilahdianaaah! says:
buah dah termasok pa!
WyldanWisam says:
eleh
khalilahdianaaah! says:
lai uh!
lai uh!
lai uh!!
WyldanWisam says:
you lai uh !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
you lai ah sini ah
amcm
WyldanWisam says:
okay
khalilahdianaaah! says:
scissors paper stone
WyldanWisam says:
you jaga baik baik eh
khalilahdianaaah! says:
?
set?
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
set
khalilahdianaaah! says:
hahaha
WyldanWisam says:
1
2
khalilahdianaaah! says:
scissors paper stone
WyldanWisam says:
3
stone
khalilahdianaaah! says:
stone
WyldanWisam says:
alamak !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
hahaha
HAHAHAHA
WyldanWisam says:
asal you kpo ni !
hahhhas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
you ah kpo
WyldanWisam says:
eh tak happy uh !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ape i kapo!
*kpo
hahahaha
WyldanWisam says:
you kpo ckp i kpo !
hahas
kapo !
hahahs
khalilahdianaaah! says:
you ah kpo
HAHA
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
lai uh
WyldanWisam says:
you lah kapo
cepat sekali lagi
khalilahdianaaah! says:
diam ah!
WyldanWisam says:
1
2
3
khalilahdianaaah! says:
paper
WyldanWisam says:
stone
khalilahdianaaah! says:
nyahahahaha
WyldanWisam says:
alamak !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
!!!
WyldanWisam says:
nasib you lah !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
tngok sapa yang kapo!
skrg
TNGOK AH!
hahahaaha
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
dahlah
tmr you jaga tau
watch out
WyldanWisam says:
eh lai uh !
small pieces
khalilahdianaaah! says:
the paper comin' to wrap the stone!
NYAHAHAHA
mUHAHAHAHAHA
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
hahaha
small pieces wht small pieces?!
WyldanWisam says:
ehh i tak takut dgn 'evil' lauh you lah
laugh
khalilahdianaaah! says:
faeces ah you
hahah woaaaaaaaah
WyldanWisam says:
ape faeces
shit lah
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ape shit taik alh
*lah
KAPO!
hahaha
WyldanWisam says:
ape taik ?
tahi lah
KAPO !
hahhas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ape tahi poops lah!
KAPO!
hahaha
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ape ape!
pike ah
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
blank
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ape lagi huh huh!
KAPO MUCH!
hahahahha
WyldanWisam says:
hahaahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
haha
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
jage tau tmr
WyldanWisam says:
eleh !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
i wrap you
haha
WyldanWisam says:
bring it on
hahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
bring it on KAPO!
not scared
WyldanWisam says:
hahhaas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
Imma make your buah termasok!
watch oiut
*out
KAPO!
WyldanWisam says:
imma you terkencit
so bawak extra undies tau
khalilahdianaaah! says:
imma you !
WyldanWisam says:
KAPO !
hahahs
khalilahdianaaah! says:
hahahahah
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
SAPA YANG KAPO SKRG
WyldanWisam says:
imma make you
khalilahdianaaah! says:
tk tau type
KAPO!
WyldanWisam says:
hahahas
diam lah KAPO !
khalilahdianaaah! says:
Diam ah Kapo Kapo Kapo!
KAPO!
WyldanWisam says:
hahas
EH!
i tak sastified sama you lah
khalilahdianaaah! says:
ape?!
WyldanWisam says:
esok you watch out
khalilahdianaaah! says:
tak satisfied itu you punya pasal!
sastified PE!
KAPO!
WyldanWisam says:
hahahs
eh
khalilahdianaaah! says:
eh ape eh!
WyldanWisam says:
i love you
hahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
hahah chol pa!
WyldanWisam says:
eh !
i mau make love sama you beh gini
khalilahdianaaah! says:
hahah kk bye bye
WyldanWisam says:
esok you jage !
hahas
khalilahdianaaah! says:
make love?!
WyldanWisam says:
hahahahas

Maths Test D:

2009-08-26T16:19:00.003+08:00

Today started out as normal. Mr Rahim was absent. Maths was good. MT was normal. English free period. Recess at Library. Esha somehow slapped a sec 1E2 girl. D&T was fun but my artifact destroyed :C Will be fine after the whatever thingy, i hope. History got back test results. Many did badly. Lucky me I passed. 10/20. After school, had Maths test at 3NA. DEE-YOU-AM-BEE ME, dumb me. Left out the easiest question. Damn. Then phone played songs during test, freaked out for a moment as people were like looking at me, 'your phone your phone'-ing me. But what could I possibly do, so I just let it be. Prayed so hard during the paper. Really really wanted to do well. Hais. After paper, headed home with Haiqel and Hazwan. Ozi was in the bus too. Byebye then home finally. Feeling lethargic, super lethargic. Hmm. Mummmy's gonna cook Baked Rice for Buka, yummy! Then will be off for Terawih after solat Maghrib :D I'm kinda down still about the Maths paper, the question I left out. Haii. Oh well, insyaallah will do well. Amin. Okay goodbye.

EDITTED:
Went for Terawih. Heh, I like like. Alighted from car outside mosque and spotted Wyldan and syafiq. Haha. They didn't see me and mum till mum walked closer to the traffic light. Then, Syafiq saw mum and told Wyldan. Then they spotted me. Haha, then, mum teased me so much, I really felt like crying man, haha, but i smiled and blushed alot -.- Oh well teased till I reached home. How funny. I like Ustaz-sound-effect-mahal. Haha. He's funny. Okay that's all. Bye.

The Seventh!

2009-08-25T20:03:00.009+08:00

So uh-huh today marks the 7th month the Fishes are together & yeah, we're still holding on strong (: Overcome-d many challenges this month but I dare to say that it has indeed made us stronger, thanks to FishesKnowWhat. To Fish , mostly what I wanna say has already been written in the card or said during our conversation last night, so yeah. And, I do not want anything from you. Cause I've already got the best gift and It's you C: I love you vv much. May the Fishes Last Long C:

Back to school life. School was darn boring. PE had played tennis and it was freaking awesome. Literally forgotten that I was fasting until after PE. Was exhausted, lethargic. & Yeah, I was chasing after the darn ball which MICHELLE had hit far away. Was chasing after it when I almost knockedOh well. I get confused when it comes to formulas. into the potted plant. Was paiseh cause I was really like an inch away from the plant, which I was lucky i could 'brake' on time. The 3e3 girls who were there were laughing. Paiseh it was. Okay skip skip. SS, one period was off as Mdm Chang allowed us to rest cause she said we were very lethargic. CME, a bore. Recess, Library. D&T had fun with webcam and Google Sketchup. Phy, test failed. Roger Lim knows about Fish. Hais. Everyone seems to know. Then he said I used to get high marks for physics. For no specific reason, I dont believe him. I never did THAT well for Physics. Oh well, Lifeskills, 3e6 had laughed sooo much. Laughed at Mr Rahim's so called no knowledge on youtube. Afiq clicking the same video again and again which was damn funny. Hahs. Then 2nd period, Rahim went off when Tan Boon Yeo came in. Laughed at him alot. Juliana immitated him by enlarging her nostrils hahaha. Funny much. Chatted with Sharon at bustop for awhile then bid goodbye to her and Faz before taking the bus home. Home, slept. Buka woke up ate Mee Soup, yum. Currently online. Insyaallah to terawih with Mummy and Daddy tomorrow C: Like finally since no more tests coming up anytime soon.

Happy 15th Birthday Sophie C:
Happy 7th monthsary Fishes C: Takecare others C:
Selamat Berpuasa Kepada Semua Muslimin Dan Muslimat Di seluruh Dunia C:

Bye people.

COUNTDOWN

2009-08-24T22:07:00.001+08:00

2 more hours yo!
But I'm bleeding :C

Shop After Test week.

2009-08-24T21:43:00.001+08:00

Wanna get this Fab Contempo Clutch which cost $10.50 but it doesn't come in red :C

Heh. I likee very much. But I just found out, No longer sold, sad! :C

:D

Diane Pocket Skirt $12.80

Shall go out someday to purchase stuff (: heh.

Make A Change

2009-08-24T20:18:00.016+08:00

I just realised, I think I've became a very very horrible girl. My attitude sucks much. Time for a change. take a risk, take a chance, make a change Time to improve myself, bitch. No more bearing of grudges. Musn't get mad and then hate others. Move on when something horrible happens. let bygones be bygones. I'm sorry to those I've hurt. Time for another round of apologies then, i guess. Hope you'll forgive me

Hokay, School was sucha bore. I really mean so. But I laughed alot -.- Fasting, kept thinking of doing usual stuff like eating ice cream after school, drinking the water from the water cooler after mother tongue and biting nails as i always do. Tough to stop the habit man :C How sad. After school, decided to go home due to laziness and eventually didn't help much with Haiqel and Khazlynn's malay project. Gave tips then bid goodbye. Went home, accompanied by MY FISH. Laughed non-stop, hehs. Home, KO-ed. Woke up at 6pm and then prepared for buka, burger and fries! After that, fought over the com with brother. He got scolded by mum and dad and then he used the laptop -.- Currently chatting with Oscar Tan *toottoot* Haha. Just told him that during the fasting month, I can't maki so yeah. S'okay, nothing more, goodbye.

I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night

CHEMISTRY!
Any difference between Evaporate to dry & Evaporate to dryness?
Does Evaporate to dry means the whole thing will be evaporated and nothing will be left?
If yes, then what does Evaporate to dryness means?

Pottasium Hydroxide, sucks :C

Yo Yo Yo :D

2009-08-23T11:45:00.005+08:00

2nd day of Puasa. I woke up again at 5. Bet this'll go on like for the whole month so yeah. Today, didn't catch the reality show cause it was kinda boring, today's one. So i went back to sleep thinking I should get some sleep since I'm gonna go for Madrasah. BUT I did not. Mum and dad didn't wake me up -.- Oh well, woke up then at 8+ and I panicked straightaway, not that I didn't go for Madrasah but the fact that I've yet to start on my 700 word book review duedate tmr and I've got Physics test tomorrow too. So I got out of bed, bathed and started cracking my head on the 700 word review. Nightmare came, I realised that I really gotta kill Wyldan and Ibtisham. The whole story of Salah Siapa wasn't in the book. The whole story was gone from the book. Then I panicked again and rushed to switch on the com to find the story online perhaps but to no avail. So I had no choice but to read Sepuluh Sen instead. D: Oh well, goodbye now. And FISH has got a secret, huahuahua.

What if my chances are already gone?

SELAMAT BERPUASA

2009-08-22T19:01:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT BERPUASA KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM!
Puasa tau, jangan tak puasa. Bulan ini bulan yang mulia.

HAHAHA, so today marks the first day of Ramadhan, fasting month. I likee. This year, I'm chasing people to fast. Haha pretty much retarded but yeah C: Oh well, today woke up at 5 for sahur. Watched a reality show on RCTI i think. Was touching. So gonna watch it every morning this month C: Then headed back to sleep after solat Subuh. Woke up at 11am! Late it was for me :C Then that wasn't enough, in the afternoon, KO-ed again while doing revision. :C Afternoon was sucha bore after waking up at 4. Watched Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak, yo yo yo -.- Was kinda bullshitty but oh well. Wyldan called home but no one answered, hmm? I was in the bathroom, bathing. Oh well, didn't know till he told me. Then did homeworks and currently online. I wanna shop this month. Cash coming in C:

Okay that's all for today. FISH had gone for terawih with his 'hip hop' cap. Haha, bye then.

AND the picture which went missing

Something about you that's so addictive

:D

2009-08-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

I USED TO BE LOVEDRUNK,
but now it's over ♥

hey ho hello!
Mr Rahim was absent today. Therefore, 3 free periods. Mdm Zubaidah had came in during SR for relief. We greeted her, duh. But Agus had forgotten her name so he greeted her as 'GOOOOODMORNING MAKCIK!' The whole class burst into laughters. Mdm Zubaidah just went 'TSK!' hahaha.

English period, laughed alot. While the other was busy with their poker cards, I was in my own world of History :D Creative Learning in a way, haha. I became the Gestapo (secret police) while Khazlynn became the SS (Hitler's elite bodyguards). We role played & it was freaking funny. The corridor was empty but the scary cleaner appeared. I then yelled,'THE JEWISH PERSON! JEWS! JEWS!' * points to cleaner* May be insulting.. I said 'JEWS WERE MADE AS SLAVES!' Well, I dislike that aunty :C Moving on. As usual, 3e6 would definitely have some toys in class. This time, it was the Star Wars one, I reckon. I hung it on the projector screen's string and wrote on the board pointing to it 'Hitler and Nazi's opposers were killed' Haha. Then History lesson came and test was freaking easy but i purposely spelled the Viertals to Viertalls, i think. Yeah or else it'd be like weird.

Recess, rice and black peppie chicken = $1 for me :D

Chem, Miss Koh talked to Wyldan and called me Fishy Girl. While she calls Wyldan when talking to me Fish. Lol.

Mt, paid no attention to lesson. Made something with the solder i brought back from D&T.

After school, saw a girl touch touch Fish. I didn't look cause I know that'd happen. After it happened. I stared at Fish and gave him the WTH look. Haha, was damn funny. I point to him and her and him and her, in an 'angry way'. Haha, wanted to gadoh but NOOO, cannot. haha.

PVC, webcam-ed with Nad and Yuli. Was bored. Went to F&N room to take a peek at practical exam. Yassin had asked me to taste his soup. Instead of tasting it, I backed away and said, 'NOOO! Won't taste nice! haha' He went 'kurangajar seh' Hahaha. I was kidding.

After PVC, went to Mac with Yuli to buy her dinner. I had hot fudge. Then met Fish at bustop. Accompanied home (: Makcik numba 2 teased Fish. hahs. Im feeling so useless. Bye.

say hello

2009-08-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

I Look Like Daddy ^

SAY HELLO TO A BRAND NEW ME!
Oh My God, I Am Freaking Lame C:

A okay.

2009-08-20T17:14:00.001+08:00

Damn, it's Thursday. Oh well,

Today had started out pretty okay. Was on the way to school when Miss Koh walked beside Wyldan & I smiling. Wyldan asked 'Yes? Why you smile Miss Koh?' Miss Koh answered 'Wyldan, you bring fish to school uh?' Wyldan & I went 'huh?' Miss Koh pinches her nose and continued, 'You bring fish in your school bag uh Wyldan?' I asked, 'why?'. Miss Koh answered, 'something very fishy going on between you guys leh.' Wyldan & I went -.- And I said 'cher, lame lah' It somehow went that way, our communication. LOL. kk moving on to school. Rather normal. Including the part where Mdm Chang left us in the quadrangle for half the SS period as she did not know where our class was. Maths CA2 postponed to Wednesday 26/08. Chemistry test was quite okay, manageable. But half the class failed :C English, finally finished the compre exercise. CME, was boring. After school, pissed but was okay soon after. Headed to KFC @ Downtown to use our voucher which Mr Rahim had given us. Had chats which were somewhat great! Michelle loves _ _ _ _ _, haha. Then headed home. Oh yes, GREAT, Farihin had literally forgotten about handing in the Class Photo $$ and therefore, most probably, no class photo this year. DAMN HIM! Was soooo pissed that it totally turned my mood off somewhat the whole day. -.- Okay okay, so better get crackin' with the History test tomorrow and 700 word book review. Later.

And it feels like we belong together

2009-08-19T22:08:00.001+08:00

Made that *down there* :D

Typical.

2009-08-19T20:40:00.009+08:00

i love you forever, forever is over
it's living in my head, can't get it off

Today went as normal as it is. Silent reading, maths then malay. Malay, Mr jawahir had changed the prfoject work to a 700 word review of a book. I went, damn it. Project was waaaaaaay better. Way Way Way Better! And what's more, it's due in 2 days time. Urgh. Stress Level rising in a way. With Chemistry test tomorrow and History test on Friday. :C Anyway English lesson, sucked. Got back compo test results and i got 13/30. It was damn stupid. It's my compo what i wanna write is my damn problem. Rahim went saying,'Khalilah, you cannot write this, cannot write that' I walked away and mid-fing him. URGH! We then spent one period on just ONE QUESTION of the compre paper. Which was less than 30 words. -.- Damn, this is stupid. Recess and then D&T (L)! Finished up soldering and my circuit works well C: Song & LED working well. History was normal. Nothing much. After school, Project Work Exhibition Photographer. I love it. Was boring but had made more more more new friends C: Then went into PVC room and looked through photos of sec one'07, I LIKEE! Wyldan's photos, he looked like his present self. haha. But fadhli was diff. very cute. Afiq moses too. Din was CUTEE! haha. The others, look normal. AHAHA, had fun looking through pics C: After that, catch-ed up with Yuanyuan!! I likee. I miss her much.. Talked alot alot C: Then around 6pm, bought paddlepop before heading home by bus 3. At home, normal. Currently studying for chemistry's test. All the best me. Haha, goodbye.

I'm idolising Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez and Emma Roberts. Hahs.

i like

2009-08-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

momma's weird today. M is mum. K is khalilah. B is bro.

M: 'LAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! sini!'
K: 'WHAT?!'
M: 'tngok ni. asl your wyldan want to add me? tngok ni tngok. *points at screen*'
BRO starts laughing
K: 'why cannot ah?'
M: 'why he add me? want to make friends uh?' *cheeky smile*
K: *blush* 'cannot meh. go make friends lah'
M: *show face*
B: *laughs*
K: *smile then walk away*

it's about the wyldan adding her on fb lah C:

Out-of-classroom Day

2009-08-18T15:00:00.011+08:00

Yes, today, 3E6 was out of the classroom due to no one bringing the class key and even the GO gave us the wrong one so we decided to have our lessons on the AVA room & the computer lab(: Day had started with a no tie and therefore was sent to the middle of the quadrangle. Farid didn't bring the school tie to. Haha. tu lah council tie dah kasi balik punye pasal Then, had PE. Soccer and Captain's Ball 3E6 and 4E5 girls had played. Then Singgam suck balls lah. Grrr. Normal school day. Oh yes, D&T test - failed. Then during Lifeskills, class had gone to do the career profiling. Heyho! My jobs are cool but my mum said 'buang tebiat pe' HAHA.

The jobs for me are:
-University Professors
-Broadcast Journalists
-Art Teachers
-Education Officers
-Translators & Interpreters
-Mathematics Teachers (NOOOO NEVER, haha)
-Dance Instructors
-Science Teachers
-Kindergarten Teachers ^^
-Arts Teachers
-Child Care Teachers ^^
-Commerce Teachers
-Counselling Psychologists ^^
-Design & Technology Teachers

Produced for the Ministry Of Education by
the Center on Education and Work at the University of Wisconcin

Well, I like most ^^ After that, KOH came and took our free period. Stupid kpo lah. Then PVC room door had jammed -.- can't open it eventhough it's unlocked and 4 people tried to break it open. Oh well. Headed home at 2pm. Mum and Arif are out to check on that lil boy's eyes. So now, I'm going off feeling unhappy and sad, damn. Later..

currently listening & singing: Obsessed

I was like 'why you so obsessed with me?'
i don't understand.

(+) Now I'm falling in love again C:
Can't Keep On Loving You.

Cuz, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
I can’t keep on loving you

(L)

AWESOME!

2009-08-16T22:00:00.001+08:00

Today was a BLAST! Morning, went to Madrasah. We played games. One activity, we had to use the tafsiran of the Quran. I asked Adi to pass the Tafsiran book to me. Instead of giving me the Malay version / English version, he gave me the Tamil one. As blurr as I always am, I took it and after a while then i realised its a Tamil one. He and friends was laughing away. I just went OI! then I laughed like a jerk. Haha. Went home @ around 12 and KO-ed straightaway till 2. Before heading to grandma's, ate lunch. At grandma's, many were there. My P1 cousin had won a Nintendo Wii and everyone was having a hell of a good time after the ceremony reminding us of those who has passed away. Alang was damn funny when he played the horse game. Everyone in the house was laughing sooo much, I likee. Abg Jaabar had helped Alang and his dad on how to play the games and it was damn funny. Jaabar was like over-reacting with his actions and all. haha. Well, he brought his ah moi girl friend along. She was pretty, they were sweet. Jaabar had helped her put on her retainer? Yeah, they helped each other dust off dirt off each other. So damn cute. But she ain't is girlfriend. Anyway, my K2 cousin had danced like MJ & it was so freaking cute. Haha. Okay Then headed home. Chatted with Ayu for a while. She introduced me a game which had made me laugh like crazy! hahah thanks eh :D Okay my line has officially been terminated how sad. Currently waiting for BF to appear online so yeah. Nothing else to say, goodbye.

What happened to us?
I miss you.
I missed the time when you held me strong in your arms.
Can't we be like we used to be again?

Everything Looked Fine from Here

2009-08-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

To start of, An is seriously funny. 'I will hold you in my arms not in my armpit cause when i sweat, it will stink' Damn him, how could he possibly type that message to Esha and call it his sweet message. Haha. He even said 'You never fail to make me smile with your jokes, but sometimes your jokes are lame. I just smile.' Damn funny right. haha. Lol. Okay move on. Today, I didn't realise boyfie had called. Realised it only when he has already put down his phone. Oh well. Anyway parents and Arif are at Malaysia, again. Nowadays I have been studying alot. But somehow I still don't understand Maths AND chem eversince that Pottasium Hydroxide started teaching. I WANT MRS YEOH BACK! kk bf called and currently talking otp. Byebye.

Love Hate Today

2009-08-14T21:49:00.003+08:00

MTT eventually did not meet me today. So as usual, to school with Wyldan, SR was boring, English compo test; topic 'Truth', I wrote about sarah, cheated by both bestfriend, Miley, and boyfriend, Oliver. A stupid story, won't bother to elaborate. History test, was pissed as my mind couldnt remember the president's name. I only recall president Von Hinder smth. D: sad. GRR. Came back from recess torealise that bag was wet due to uncap properly bottle. So Afiq had to help me dry it, nyahah. Chem had sucked. Soon after was Malay. Oral results out. 10/10 for reading and 29/30 for conversation, total 39/40. This, I am happy of it (: Class went mad, haha, the what word came out, Bo something. IDK how to spell it. lol? Yuli couldnt attend PVC due to family matters. So headed to WS with Khazlynn for lunch before back for PVC. During PVC, had fun. Laughed alot, observing how silly Mutt and Khai were Nad too, with her lame jokes, haah. After PVC, browsed through sec one'06 kids photos. HAAHA. Funny cute faces there. Many faces in the Mac which was damn funny. Then to minimart. Blanja Nad creamo? cos she was hungry. I ate icecream. Nad's mum gave a lift home. At home played the scissors paper stone game, which Nad had taught, with bro. Laughed damn much. Me like! After that, studied and currently chatting with Dene (: Had lil talk with her in school but wasn't enough so here we are, continueing. So goodbye now.

EDITTED FOR HAIQEL:
-Maths homework finish up ex 8.1 which is due today, supposingly.
Qns 4,5,7,8,9,10
-Do Maths Shinglee brown book
5C test 1
-History
1(a) 1 (b) of Dunman Sec test paper
-Malay composition

That should be all. Bye.

2009-08-13T16:09:00.003+08:00

I H8TE RELATIONSHIP WRECKERS, GET A LIFE CUNTS.
[Let's see what you can do before seeing what I can do]

Get over it. Move on with life. Don't bother distrupting other people's life. Take care of yours first. I don't understand why you bother so much about me or her or him. So who's poking into who's business right now? -.- bye

HMM

2009-08-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

Blogger's back to a being D: Anyway, I'll write a short essay on today, Thursday.

Today was a boring yet fun day. What does that mean? Idk. Before Morning Assembly, Miss Lie came to me and we had a little chat, concerning what was written in the letter I gave yesterday. MTT and I will have a chat tomorrow. Hmm. Sorry Vanessa & Jiawei, well, for leaving without a word. And Luqman too. I guess, my decision IS final. Dene asked why I left, I just said, I've got problems with Council that's why I left. Will tell her more tomorrow, during PVC.

Had 5 periods free, in total. During the Maths period before recess, sat in class, boring. After recess' Maths, joined for 2nd recess for a while and went back to find no teacher was there. Maths period after that maths period, walked around. BITCH, I saw. English, Mr Rahim was absent so had chat with Afiq about Amber. Wanna meet her so so much. HEH. Then I did Maths Stuff. 2 Periods past, then the last period came, CME. Kinda boring but oh well.

Goodbye now.

URGH!

2009-08-12T20:17:00.009+08:00

So i guess, its a 'hey! blogger's back!' ? oh whatever. I'm not feeling myself today so won't elaborate much.

-To school with bf.
-Miss Cheng, absent.
-MT, a bore.
-Something terrible happened. Made me go bonkers.
-English, booooring.
-Recess, ate
fruit only.
-D&T, soldered the circuit, I loike but kept thinking of smth else so didnt have much fun.
-History, was in a daze.
-Oral. 33/40. I'm still dissapointed. ):
-Home, got scolded by mum.
-Did Maths homework.
-Talked to Huixuan and Wan otp for a while.
-Currently chatting with d!

That's all, goodbye. Ju, Khaz, Hui Xuan, Michelle, Caren, Esha & Iqel, I guess you guys are the only ones who knows why I felt down today. Keep it a secret k? Thanks. Anyway, Huixuan, goodluck in choosing whether to tell t'cher your shoe size. BOOTS! hah k bye.

[I Dont Understand, I Just Hate What's Happening!]

Bad-Everything Day

2009-08-11T18:53:00.002+08:00

First of all, I made something for someone(: Juliana says SO SWEET! HAHA. Will post it someday here. Anyway today was a Bad-Everything Day for me. EVERYTHING today had sucked. ANW I'm outta Council! PE was sucha bore! SS was even worse. CME SUCKED! Recess was EXTREMELY boring. D&T did the circuits. AND PHYSICS! I came late for class. I walked in so blurr so model-ish says Roger Lim. Then Roger Lim said 'Go out and walk again like model' [kidding] and I really did. -.- He said 'OI I was just kidding know.' I responded by 'I thought you asked me go out and walk in again?' Everyone was like 'whatthehell is with her?' Then I paiseh-ed and sat down beside Wan. Rahim Atan had wanted to give me a lift home so that I could show him the way to EPPS -.- In the end, me and Caren drew a map for him. Hope he made his way there without getting lost... Sometimes, I just hope people living in the current era can just be more reasonable and be straight forward. AND don't bring any other people into a mess when you're mad at me, for instance. Anw,

HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY YANTI!
may ALL your wishes come true.

Dad's A Nag

2009-08-10T17:29:00.002+08:00

Daddy oh daddy, can't you just STFU?! I'm all frustrated with you since last night if you do not realise so. I said goodnight to only mummy and not you. Today I didn't even talk to you even when you talked to me. U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D me! That's all I'm asking for!

Your Brilliant Smart Daughter woke up at 12noon. She used her laptop after she bathed. Till now. And you do not care a fuck to nag at her nor scold her. But ME! I woke up early. After bathing and all, I studied. I started to use this damn laptop at 2-3+ and now you're making such a big fuss that I waste my time here instead of studying. SHUTUP dude! Say that to your smart ass there! Don't say those darn words to me, you unfair person! AND how come when I was studying on this darn table, you let Your Smart Son cry over not getting a place to put his damn laptop on? Eventually I was the one who gave in. I always gave in but never have I been appreciated. And I even sacrificed my not-in-good-condition back as I studied on the bed instead! If something worse were to happen to my backbone, I seriously ponder if you'll blame me like you always do or blame yourself. URGH! Just because im the dumbo of the family, you treat me this way?? I HATE THIS SHIT!

Pile of faeces

2009-08-10T16:32:00.001+08:00

I'm upset that i wasn't able to catch the first part of NDP this year. Yesterday, I was out and came back only when the NDP was 1/4 through. Today I watched towards the ending. How upsetting. This DAMN laptop too don't have adobe flashplayer so unfortunately I can't watch it. SAD SAD SAD! Internet is a pile of shit now. Damn hackers. I can't Log in to Facebook. Blogger, Hotmail, Livejournal are all affected too. I'm extremely bored right now. Bf is with Hyder and Farid, pool. My phone ain't working anymore, stupid M1. I studied since morning, mathematics, because I had nothing to do. Okay bye.

you kiss, i run

National Day, ILOVESINGAPORE!

2009-08-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

Realising, I post things when I'm bored.

So, I'm back from outing with Khazlynn. Eventually plan with bf, cancelled. Won't elaborate why. Anyway, Lijun and Emir looks sweet together. Saw them at Iluma just now. Both wore black and somehow I agree with Khaz that Emir looks good but like an ahbeng. Haa. Waved at them though, I feel idiotic to think of it. Oh well, didn't buy anything at all but a Purple Long Sleeved Shirt @ Uniqlo grabbed my attention. It was Pretty. And a few other dresses sold at T1 was too. Planning to get $$ from parents soon so that I won't miss them out. Met Fifi, Irah and Khalisa at Bugis Mac. Wanted to meet Juliana but she didn't reply nor answer the phone so oh well. Lil bro is sick. His temp was 40.1 degrees celsius.Frightening much. Anw, had Jco just now before heading home. I love the NDP this year. Songs were very nice. I wish I was there. Fireworks look brilliant as it always does. Singapore Idol was funny yet nice. Now, my head's going mad. spinspinspin. Hate the feeling. Going to JB tomorrow says mum. I don't wanna go. I feel like going to the beach to fly kites and have a picnic, on my own perhaps. Emo? Nah, just need to spend time on my own. But anyone wants to join? Always welcome to do so. Okay goodbye now.

To Know That You're Always Here For Me,
I Think I Should Appreciate You More.
Love Love Love Love.

Listening to Bencinta, Faizal Tahir.
Benarkan ku ‘tuk berbicara
Bicara terus ke hati mu Hati mu
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untuk kau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
Pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
Tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
Tentang hidup kamu
Tentang mati kamu
Aku tahu
Engkau tahu apa yang mata ku tahu
Apa yang kau tunggu
Mahu aku buka pintu?

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Sedang aku mahu kau tahu
Dengar kata ku
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Sakitnya aku
Membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci Kamu
Ku cinta Kamu

was bored

2009-08-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

AHAHA, photos i took on webcam, on purpose, ytd when bf told me to accept the webcam invitation.

hahaha

[anyway to those who's blogger's can't upload pics due to the shit problem, just upload your pics on photobucket and take the html code and then edit to only img src onwards here & tadaa :D]

Happy National Day!

2009-08-09T11:48:00.000+08:00

Pretty much retarded it may seem. But after moving on to Onsugar.com and Livejournal, i miss blogger. SO i guess, im back, here! Welcome back too Blogger ME! Haha. Today is NATIONAL DAY! Happy 44th birthday Singapore! May we be happy always. Oh wth? haha. Anyway my pp line will soon be terminated & I do not know the reason, that sucks. Oh well, pleading dad to get me Line instead. Moving on. I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORKS! haha prettyrandom, move on. Mama's making Pizza today, yumm. It has been a while since we, as a family, ate Pizza. Cotton On. Going to Cotton on with Khazlynn today before heading to FIREWORKS with Nadly W. Oh yes, to those who are heartbroken by girl / guy problems or whatever, hmm, let it go, I'm sure pretty girls / handsome guys, like all humans already are, can find better girls / guys out there. Perhaps the HER / HIM you had just wasn't the one. Move on stay beautiful, stay happy ya? Okay so I'm done. BTW I can't wait to get out of council. I shall plan more stuff on how to get myself out of it :D

2009-08-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

Manymanymany people are getting sick now. How sad. Adik is sick.Yuli is also sick. Takecare people.

2009-08-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

Try'na get used to this Livejournal/Onsugar. Finding which should be the better one to replace this blogger. Blogger had sucked big time. I'm leaving blogger soon & I'm coming to Livejournal/Onsugar. Hope they'd be better. Oh well. Today, school had a 'bombastic' National Day celebration. & I really meant 'bombastic'. Came to school with Nadly W. He wore red, haha. So the sachok. Haha. Gave him Red Heart today. Friends weren't in the canteen when i arrived. Walked aimlessly around to find if any was there, but to no avail -.- Then iffah & Afiqah arrived as soon as the bell rang. I headed to classroom with Caren and Michelle and a few other boys to hang the banner so we skipped Morning Assembly. We came back and everyone started heading back to class so we just followed. Miss Hanim demoted me from backdrop i/c to nothing. Boy am I happy! Okay then 3 periods of no lesson. Watched some people played cards in class. History, did nothing much. Chemistry learnt the preparation of insoluble salt and Malay, got back cerpen test. Got 39/50. Can get more marks (: yay! After school went to KFC with Yuli, Rad, Nisa and Diana. Headed home shortly after. At home, slept. & currently blogging. Okay bye. AND Happy 15th Birthday to Radhiatul Adawiyah Bte bapakdia! Belated though. It was ytd. Oh well. Goodbye now.

2009-08-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

you may follow me on www.khalilahtrified.onsugar.com

perhaps, ironic?

2009-08-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

Feels like we've been apart for some light years
Crater in my heart filled with my tears
Stars align, I'll be your girl again
What I'm tryin say, I want you back in my world again NOT!

nyahahaha, random much. I feel kinda disastrous inside. But i just gotta be strong on the outside. Well, today after school. Laughed alot, that's all. Painted a nice banner and tadaaa! I think we can win! yayayayay! hahaha. skali tak, lol. Okay Goodbye now. History.

random much

2009-08-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

Can i be random? HAHA. Cause it really makes me feel better (:

(1)Find some originality girl. Every single picture i see of you, immitates the pretty girl.
(2)Why do people love to mengumpat? I do not have any idea why. Some people, they judge others and say for instance 'eeew she aint pretty at all'. I'd be like 'who you? yeah you're damn ugly.'
(3)What's with people privating their blogs and all? I dont understand.
(4)Who's this guest on my blog? who's this guest on Michelle's and Khazlynn's blog? who's this guest who goes around being guest?
(5)Rappers who fail entertaining teenagers. Why do they even bother?
(6)What's the problem with Blogger right now?
(7)Why can't i take drumming lessons? Mum, why?
(8)Can i be an emcee when i grow up. Who has a degree for Early Childhood's?
(9)Why does exams suck?
(10)Why do i love wyldan?
[i can answer this! because he's sweet, nice, caring, handsome, tall, protective, loving, HOT, SEXY, COOL, able to type sweet msges which makes me go awwwww (haha), funny, lame (haha), my parent's like (hmm.. haha) and i just love him, thats why (: ]

haha okay goodbye.

A big D on my head.

2009-08-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

DISSAPOINTED
worked so hard but i got this.
I don't really feel like elaborating much on it but maybe a little will do. 14 marks careless. Ought to jump off the building right? urgh. I stoned most of the time after that. Teachers too can't be bothered to do anything. sad D:

Oh well, dnt test had sucked. Idk how to do. Was freeeeaking tough. Dnt product almost done. I like it! After school did banner. It's nice :D okay bye.

2009-08-04T18:31:00.009+08:00

Okay im bored to death, done with dnt, so let me share with you some stuff.

You're So Last Summer.
Maybe I should hate you for this. If only you knew half as much as you pretend to.
Uh huh & i mean it. As much as i had cared for you last year, i really really hope you'd go now. I don't want you to come back and bother me anymore. It's irritating to see you back for just the stupid reason of me being a Bin to you. YOU SUCK! GOODBYE!

1, 2, 3, 4 I love you
There's only one way to say. Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
HAHA. Yes Yes I love you, youknowwho! HAHA. We're on our way to the next stop, 7th month! Hopefully this train won't crash onto something else. CHOO CHOO! hahaha. ♥

Why do you even bother to say such words?
Baby, you're just wasting your time on me even when i don't need it.
Yo Bitch(es)! Who are you to talk about me? Just mind your own Fat-obese business. I've never thought of hating you nor liking you but please, just mind your own business. Get this in your brain, you're fat, your stamina is way lower than mine. So who are you to judge me? If you think you're better, c'mon i'm always ready for a challenge, but are you? you're hypnotised by people. *abmabamdehyamkedilambasi* got it? You're as good as a Guard Dog. So just do your job... GUARDING...

What has happened to us?
It's been awhile since the two of us talked.
Hey girl who wants abs, it has been a long long time since we talked. As a matter of fact, i'm missing those fun times we had. I still remember Sec 1 where you went on my back while saying 1e1 was sooo gonna lose. Our class had a battle for champions remember? 2007, 1e1 champions. 2008, it was your class' turn to get the champions. I remember those times where you were the first few people i asked about which school you had when school results were out. GREENVIEW we were both in. I remember those times where we had talked about crushes. Those times you had helped me out in my rls problems. Those times we had talked about a particular girl. Those memories, they're still with me. Are they still with you? I miss you. Will we be like we used to be ever again?

The Right Decision.
Forgetting you was the best decision I've ever made
I trusted you. I cared for you. I did everything to make you happier when you're down. But you gave me a returning gift which has made us fall apart. I must say 'WELL DONE!' You've irritated me manymanymany times. Infront of guys, step cute is the only thing you could do. Behind them, you insult them like fuck. That's the way you treat people than that's what you're gonna get back cause I'm gonna be the one who's giving it ALL back to you. I can say that i dislike you quite terribly right now. And till when, i do not know. I've got nothing to do with you now. You're treating me like one heck of a moron. Imma treat you like a moron too (:

goodbye.

mooooooo-dy

2009-08-04T17:39:00.005+08:00

Found this old photo, haha. I look pretty much funny. My blogger is still not right. Blame it on the Javascript, it says. oh well, but i figured out how to use the HTML thingy. I'm messing around with it (: Today. My day was started off with PE. Me, Hui Xuan, Michelle, Taufiq and Harits had played soccer. I kicked the ball wrongly and there goes my toe, haha. I think it went up a little bit, i mean the nail of my toe. AND someone, either Taufiq or Harits had kicked the ball straight onto my forehead! Baaaaaam! But i just laughed. A lot. I've experienced a worse one before so yeah. You can say I'm used to getting these kind of stuff. heh. After PE and SS, bad mood had started. do not wish to elaborate why cause I myself do not know why. During dnt, was made the maid. 3e6 had to clean vandalised tables -.- but we had fun :D physics, did nothing much cos i had done the assignment Roger Lim assigned us to do. Assembly was such a bore. The first performance was a wth performance. Was Freeeeaking lame. the second one was better but it had started out horribly with this horrendous guy dressed in white. He was a rapper. I was like 'WTF is he doing? Spoiling the song?!' It turned out to be extremely awful. After his performance came a guy, beat-box was what he did. Then after that was the idk what. But he was the best, seriously. Though i wasn't really having fun during the assembly. Many had said my face was binget-y. Oh well. Headed home, with Wyldan, after school cos Arif can't be left alone at home. Takot nenek kropok -.- Therefore i couldn't stay back to do the banner thingy. At home, bored to death. Doing dnt. Goodbye.